Newjourneys

The closer I get to the 40days the harder it is to keep up with this fast. I’m not going to lie I have slipped up on some of the things that I have given up for the forty days, but I’m proud of myself I did way better than I thought I would do. I have 10 more days left and I’m sooooo ready for this to be over. It might be over a couple of days early, because I’m going to Atlanta next weekend and I know everything is going to go out the window lol, but I’m going to try and stay with almost everything while I’m away.

Just had a Great writing session with my best friend check him out on twitter @djlightsout214 follow his blog DTwice hire him for a dj’n gig. Okay that’s my plug for the night back to the topic. We are working on a short film and I’m low key excited about it, lets see how this is going to turn out. I’m excited to get some of my ideas down on paper it is really amazing me the good ideas we are having. I can’t wait to give you the finished product. All we have is a Dollar and a Dream and so we have nothing to lose. Look out for us Hill & Whitmore coming soon! Good night folks!

14 days strong right now on my fast/cleanse. I have to say that this has not been easy by any means, but I’m managing to stick with it and stay strong. It seems like the further I get into the fast, the more I am tempted to break it. The first week was easy, I thought it would get easier, but it’s not and that’s when I hope my will power will kick in. At least I’m doing well with the things I have given up, now I need to start implementing the things that I need to add to my daily routine or to my life period. I want to thank my friends because they have been very supportive and have given me words of encouragement; I have even inspired some to give up some things, if only for a week or two. It’s funny when I first started this my brother asked what was the point of fasting. I think he thinks I’m doing a diet or something. He went on to say that women tend to do this and always go back to what they gave up. I do agree that diets don’t necessarily work; unless you are going to make a full life style change you might as well not diet. But I don’t consider what I’m doing a diet, it is more so a spiritual cleanse. Sometimes to get the answers you want you have to purge the things that might block you from getting your answer. This is also a test of my will power and trying to understand the real meaning of leaning on HIS understanding and not my own. I truly believe that my strength is this is coming from HIM and my belief that as long as I do my part HE will do his part. So if I can give up certain things for a brief period of time without wavering, maybe when I’m faced with a difficult decision or if I have make a significant change I can do so and not waver in my decision. If I can gain that from this process/journey then I will be forever grateful.